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Every time I think of her I cry. I think does she love me? I feel pain on the inside but put on a happy face for everyone. My friends, would they care if I went to boarding school? Would they even remember me? What would happen to my sister? How would she do in life? What do I do if i'm in pain? What if I cant tell anyone my true feelings? I'm scared about how they would react. My friends are they really my friends? Do they really like me? I feel like crying but dont. What am I going to do in the future? If I have a future. Why do I even feel like this? Why have I pushed people away when I thought that they where pushing me away? I'm not sure what to do anymore. Do I love or push that away? Do I overcome my shyness or do I keep it? If you wish to be me, you dont want to. My 'friends' tell me to stop, go away, shut the f*** up. Why are they so cruel when they dont even know what i'm going through? If they where to read this they would say that its a piece of c***.
Parenting for Sex AddictsThe half-day.
We are not those folks that need an occasion to try. And that’s what they call it, too. Trying. As if the very idea of it is taxing. It’s not taxing and we are not those people.
No. We do not go by some magical calendar. Schedules aren’t really our thing in general. That’d be too organized. Too stuffy. Too… I don’t know… too planned. And we’re not the type of people whom plan.
If we could—plan—our lives would be much different. I think. It’s hard to say because this is how we’ve always been.
Our very togetherness is a result of impulse. I’m almost certain that the amount of time it took us to decide to move in together was significantly shorter than the amount of time it took us to remember each other’s names. We might have had our first conversation moments after that first… what I mean to say is we didn’t plan. Because planning would have been much t
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