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Every time I think of her I cry. I think does she love me? I feel pain on the inside but put on a happy face for everyone. My friends, would they care if I went to boarding school? Would they even remember me? What would happen to my sister? How would she do in life? What do I do if i'm in pain? What if I cant tell anyone my true feelings? I'm scared about how they would react. My friends are they really my friends? Do they really like me? I feel like crying but dont. What am I going to do in the future? If I have a future. Why do I even feel like this? Why have I pushed people away when I thought that they where pushing me away? I'm not sure what to do anymore. Do I love or push that away? Do I overcome my shyness or do I keep it? If you wish to be me, you dont want to. My 'friends' tell me to stop, go away, shut the f*** up. Why are they so cruel when they dont even know what i'm going through? If they where to read this they would say that its a piece of c***.
Crown of ThornsShe wakes up with red staining her pillow
and the taste of blood like iron in her mouth
It stains her teeth and leaks from her lips, and as she
rinses her mouth out, she can’t help thinking that
it’s better than dirt and ashes
it feels like she’s wearing a noose
of broken promises and shattered glass
that tightens around her throat with every day that passes
She nails a smile to her face
and doesn't let herself think the word dying
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